In her devotional, Daily Inspiration With Sigi, Sigi Oblander writes, "You say, 'I do not want to be lonely' or 'I do not want to be sick. I do not want to suffer.' Yes, but what is it you want from God? Is it only a certain emotion, a certain time, a certain fulfillment, or a certain calling for a season, or do you really want the ultimate eternal fulfillment to find that which you were born to do?"
I love people who challenge me and question my thinking, my actions. It isn't comfortable and it makes me angry or hurt at times. But here is a perfect example. What do I really want from God?